Editor’s note: We asked our contributors to respond to this spring-related prompt:
Using the following phrase as a starting point write for 10 minutes without self-editing:
“Collapsing under a canopy of green…” (source: The Journal)
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Shining Black and White
Collapsing under a canopy of green
is the log jam I played on summers
after school and after supper
under the serviceberry blossoms
and thimbleberry leaves. I was queen
of the dogwood and maples,
aphids and thatch ants my subjects
as they scurried in and out of the rotting wood,
bumping into hornets, the kingdom’s miners,
excavating the gems of pith and amber
from the tree’s ringed bones. I don’t remember
when I left them to work without supervision,
all of them biting and chewing,
carrying off more scaffolding
than the stack of logs could bear. We’d call it
over-harvesting; we’d call it a decimation
of natural resources. But what it was–
pith and pulp to build the larvae cradles
and cells. Breaking down what was
to make what is: a new colony of hornets
flashing their shining black and white
in the sunlight. Is it better to create those mouths,
those regiments of stingers? Is it better
to burn them all, starve them all,
and leave them with empty beds? No,
you say, because the air is theirs, the log
theirs, the pith and the pulp and the larvae
theirs. I said I was queen of it
but their queen was queen, ruled it,
controlled their harvest, and they bowed
to her. What, then,
is mine? I ask each time I hear the world
is theirs because they were the first ones
in it. Nothing, the experts say
from their wooden houses. You are a stranger
here. Each of us is. It is time for you
to give it all back. I ask what to give them,
where I should go,
and I hear no answer. I leave firewood
and picnic tables on the lawn for them.
I have taken the bee traps down
from my eaves. In my dreams,
the hornets chew into my walls
carrying poison and fire.
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Hannah Bissell makes her home in the wilds of Montana with the grizzly bears and the fish. She holds a master’s degree in poetry from Pacific University, and her work has appeared in The Whitefish Review, Cloudbank, The New Mexico Poetry Review, and others.
This is a beautiful poem that brings me into a very deep place, thank you.
Thank you for spending time with it and for sharing your thoughts.
Thank you for staying in this moment that transports your reader.
Thank you for sharing the moment with me